i'm sorry, i really really sorry, :( :( :( :(

i don't know where to start but yeah... i just hurt her. i teared her feelings :(  you know wht. one thing i wanna say is, i really love you. from right bottom from my heart. i hope you can feel how deep it is. i'm sorry for what i've done, i really don't mean to say those things. i know it's hurt but it is my fault too. punish me. do whatever you want. till you satisfied. i don't wanna lose you. kenapa aku harus begini... i'm bad. yeah i am really bad. bad couple, bad person, bad student, bad child, bad human... but please... i love you sayang . i taknak hilang the person tht i love nymore. like honestly, mata aku merah sekarang sebab aku... yelah, terlalu jahat untuk seorang gadis yg baik :(