Feels like posting these songs because somehow... feels like related with my conditions now :/

I know you know. Despite your reservations,
out of everything in this world, I choose you.
It goes to show, despite our conversations,
back when you were just a little girl,
we had no clue just what we were getting ourselves into.
We were merely trying something new.
Dissolve myself in you, 'cause I'm not gonna give you up.
Cancel myself to feel you, 'cause I'm not gonna give you up.
I know you know. Despite the implications that we were out of character.
I always knew what we were getting ourselves into.
We were merely trying something new.
Dissolve myself in you, 'cause I'm not gonna give you up.
Cancel myself to feel you, 'cause I'm not gonna give you up.
When we used to lay ourselves out on the front lawn of their ivory towers,
we show our bodies to the world.
Then we would go home and work on a castle of our own.
You were impatient, I was a fall back.
A dirty mistake, you never called back.
You were salvation,
I never told you I always had a notion I would fall in love with you.
You were a call girl, I was your gentleman --
A faint illusion of your simple plan.
I was salvation.
You never told me you had the notion that you knew what we could be.

You tried to make amends.
And I destroyed your friends.
If only we could speak again...
Oh no, we've come back to the start with our urgency to love.
Dipping toes, knowing well it'll scar.
Still we plunge right into love.
You tried to make amends.
And I destroyed your friends.
If only we could speak again,
I'd show the world that all of war
can be traced back to a miscommunication and fear.
I promise you I'll always try to see your side
before the full manifestation of fear.
It's Over. Just go back to your lake,
lay out in the sun, and be.
You're closer. There's a life you can take.
You don't have to run. Just be.